A New Year 2010

Good Morning everyone. It is 2:28 am on New Year's day writing on my blog that I haven't been on for two months...I guess why you all are wondering why I'm online rather than partying. The reason is all my friends are with their families celebrating the New Year and so am I. Another reason why I haven't been blogging is due to, how should I say this, hmmmm..well I'm just going to say it~being a lost puppy.
I'll explain why. I have been back in the United States for about three months now and used the economy as an excuse why I can't find a job and I have embedded in my mind that I am going back to the Philippines very soon for a certain "something" which is true.I'm not certain enough I should go back because people think I'm nuts to go back and I have it going good here.I'm also doing the "something" for a friend who believes I can do it and I have a chance of getting to the top and its uplifting that someone does actually believes in you.
So those are reasons I became a FREAKIN bum in my house waking up at noon, eat, then workout, dinner, then do some internet surfing.
With the free time I had for the three months, I could've done something useful. With all of you wondering what that may be, I will elaborate on that.
I happen to be good at many things. I was called "Good at everything" by friends (which I know is hard to believe and who would give me such a title).
My life skills are:
1. I am one helluva a dancer! Dancing since I was 5 and won a dance contest. I do mostly hip-hop dancing.
2. I consider myself being a good hairstylist and a make-up artist. I have been practicing since the age of 10.
3. I'm a good drawer and painter. I stopped because I got lazy.Poor excuse...I know.
4. I have a great eye when it comes to fashion. Im very particular about details on everything down to blouses, shirts, pants, accessories, etc. If I had all the money in the world I would be dressed in LV all day..everyday. One day I want to fullfill that dream of becoming a fashion designer like Chanel, Gucci, Elie Saab whom I adore.
5. Playing the piano (I'm not all that good but I'm perfecting my skills. Level 3 I'd say)
6. I had done a photoshoot with a friend. I was the photographer, hairstylist, makeup artist, and wardrobe stylist. I haven't even started on the photoshop yet since it takes a really long time to photoshop. I am a perfectionist so it takes me time to visualize and get certain details correct or the way I want it to look.
7. I can cook but I'm no Martha Stewart. When I'm not a lazy ass, I cook pretty well. I want to start a Julia Child session just like Julie & Julia. (Watch the movie; it inspired me to write this post)
8. I wanted to be a movie actress as a child but never really got into it because...I guess I'm skeptical and scared to even pursue it. Maybe I should start now and be fearless. Growing up, people say I should be an actress or comedian because I have great facial expressions, impersonations, and made people laugh. When someone would say that, in my head its a "YES I should" but wouldn't know how to pursue it.

Everything that I have described are my skills and life aspirations. I don't know where or how to start pursuing them since I get discouraged by people's opinions and feel unworthy to even try.

But that all changes now.Its 2010 and I'm planning to take over the world by storm! If I don't start now, when will I ever start.

Words of wisdom: "Instead of giving myself reasons why I can't, I give myself reasons why I can."

Start a new.Everyday is a new beginning.

I welcome 2010 and will be a memorable one.

In honor of MJ

This was a birthday party I hosted for two friends of mine. I suggested that we would do a Michael Jackson theme in his memory since he died 2 weeks before their birthday. And so they agreed.


Few friends and I arrived at 5:30pm and started dancing to all kinds of music, mostly MJ. From then on, it was non-stop dancin'. I sh*t you not a couple of girls danced for 8-9 hours straight even when the music stopped playing. Here are the dancing queens who let their insanity loose from that night:



We also came up with games to play for a bunch of 20 something year olds at this party. This wasn't a party for kids, but for young adults. One of them was Hep Hep Hooray!! We all know how that goes.

But overall, it was the best party I've attended so far even if it wasn't all that fancy. The key to having a great party is the booze, a crazy host, and weird fun games to play.


Hip Hip Hooray!!